failedlover or rebirthingagain

I am a lover. I am a shame.
I am appalled by what I fame.
I am a lover, but I've had my share of
flirting with the darkest affairs.

You can find me here with my head against the wall
lost in my regrets and every time I fall
you catch me in your hands.
You circle me like a wedding band.

I have a lover, faithful and true
cares for me in all that I do.
I have a lover.
My song you have sung with love on
your lips and grace on your tongue.

You can find me here with my head against the wall,
lost in my regrets and every time I fall –
you catch me in your hands.
You circle me like a wedding band.

A promise from Heaven, a promise from you,
a promise to love, I will hold onto.
God of new beginnings, to you I cry,
"Teach me how to love. Teach me how to die."
In death there's forgiveness, and forgiveness calls on new life!

You can find me here with my head against the wall,
lost in my regrets and every time I fall –
you catch me in your hands.
You circle me like a wedding band...

~"Lover" by Nevertheless

I lie here paralytic
Inside this soul
Screaming for you till my throat is numb

I wanna break out
I need a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I'm suffocating

Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I've died

Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Rebirthing now
I Wanna live my life wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow

I lie here lifeless
In this cocoon
Shedding my skin cause
I'm ready to

I wanna break out
I found a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I'm suffocating

Tell me when I'm gonna live again
Tell me when I'm gonna breathe you in
Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside
Tell me when I'm gonna feel alive

Tell me when I'm gonna live again
Tell me when this fear will end
Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside
Tell me when I'll feel alive

~"Rebirthing" by Skillet

Oh God, teach me to hate sin like you do, and not just because I want comfort. Make meuncomfortable in fighting sin. Save me from myself. Put the birthright on the front of mymind, and make me unsatisfied from here on out. Change me from the inside out.

I'm tired of mediocrity.

~Sojourner